-- »"The moment you realize you*re pregnant, you decide for the rest of your life, to let your heart walk outside of your body."
-- »"When you are a mother, you are never really alone in your thoughts. A mother always has to think twice, once for herself and once for her child."
-- »"Being a full-time mother is one of the highest salaried jobs, since the payment is pure love."
--» I DiG:
STARS x music x written letters x art x hoodies x making out x sleeping in x late night conversations x photo booths x accents x shows x back rubs x decorating x book stores x causing trouble x night time x shaggy carpet x daydreaming x black & white photos x bracelets x long e-mails x ice cream x kisses on the forehead x perfect weather x crayons x tattoos x stickers x random comments x laughing x hugs x roller coasters x rainy days x cozy blankets x plastic pink flamigos x meaningful lyrics x slurpees x swings x duct tape x random signs x bananas in milk with sugar on top x cheesy commercials & you.
--» I DiG A GrAvE FoR:
lonliness x mind games x stalkers x distance x internet acronyms x DRAMA x liars x ignorance x wanting to talk, but not knowing what to say x waking up x forgetting x headaches x dead batteries x scratched cds x jealousy x bad breath x math x being dirty x explaining inside jokes that aren*t funny to others x humidity x overrated books/movies/people x sweating x bragging x waiting x homophobes x people who realize there*s a problem, but do nothing about it x close-minded people x shaving x being sick x two-faced people x anything grape flavored x forgetting what I was going to say x clingy females x akward silences x stereotypes x cell phones in rude places x bugs x cancelled plans x pennies x show tunes x fake people x long lines x dust x the fact that dimes are smaller than nickels x people who can*t take hints & reality.
Interests:friends x music x STARS x coffee shops x alcohol x running in the rain x writing x dancing x ramen noodles x fone calls x driving x pictures x singing x sleep overs x sharpies x sex x black eyeliner x full moons x 4 am taco bell runs x partying x ties x paperclip necklaces x tattoos & piercings x hugs x laughing x duct tape x pretty eyed boys x french fries x being stupid x BeInG MeH
Since last time I posted, Brittany got our own house, I got a new job, and Austin has gotten sooo big!! He*s 11 months old now, and I can*t believe it*s almost been a year!.. The time really flew by. We*ve been doing great. Adam and I are still together, too. :) I haven*t put any new pics on my computer cuz I*m not over here very much, and I don*t have the internet at my new house yet, but I*m planning on getting a laptop for Xmas, so I*ll update more and put up some new pics
but til then, I hope everyone is doing just as good as I am :) <3
well, I really suck at updating.. I*ve been really busy lately.
Brittany and I got a tanning package, and so now I*m getting ready for summer, and I*m pumped about being tan again. ((only I*m not gonna get OrAnGe like some girls haha))
and Adam got my nails done, so it*s hard to type, but they*re really cute :) I haven*t had my nails done in sooo long. I love my babys daddy!
Austin has a belly ache today, so he*s been kind of fussy. my mom has him right now to give me a break. he*s as cute as ever, though! he*ll be 4 months on the 11th of next month.. he*s getting so freaking BIG!
Leah and Chris recently have some GooD NeWs! but.. we*re gonna just leave it at that for now :) I <3 you guys!
Adam and I are doing amazing, as always. our one year anniversary is coming up at the beginning of next month ((the 8th to be exact)) so today I started to make my plans for what I*m going to do for him :) it*s gonna be cute, hopefully he likes everything.. I*m such a cute girlfriend sometimes, haha
I love my life right now.. I have my son, my fiance, & my friends.. what could be better?!
HeRe I aM! haha.. he was laying on my belly and that was just too cute to not take a picture :P
well, I haven*t updated in a while.. I*m still here, hah
I*ve just been taking care of Austin, hanging out with Adam when he gets home from work, and going out with friends at night.. that*s definately been my life for the past month, and I*m totally content with it. I must say, though, that I miss some of my old friends.. I*d throw out some names, but the list would prolly be pretty long. I guess life is just like that sometimes.
I*d post some more pics of Austin, but my camera is upstairs, and I*m in a really lazy mood, soooo I*m not running all the way up there.
When you were just a bundle, all snuggly, soft, and warm, I knew a brand new love as I held you in my arms. You were up and running from your first step as a tot, then off to school, but every day I held you in my thoughts. Soon you had your own life -- your friends, and fun, and cares. I worried, watched, and waited up, and held you in my prayers. Though you*re all grown up now, we*ll never grow apart -- whatever you do, wherever you go, I*ll hold you in my heart. <3
"I never knew how much love my heart could hold until I had someone to call me 'mommy'" :)
yehh.. I know Austin growing up is a lonnnnng way away, but I still thought that was one of the cutest things I*ve ever read.
In other news, Adam got a job. He likes this one so far, so that*s good. I don*t like that I don*t get to spend as much time with him anymore, but we*re starting to save up money for our future, so he doesn*t really have a choice. I*m going to start looking for a job here really soon. ((If you know of any good places that are hiring, let me know)) I*ve been planning on it for the last few days, but when you don*t get to sleep until 5 in the morning, it*s kind of hard to get out of bed early!
Other than taking care of Austin, spending time with Adam, and hanging out with friends ((mostly Leah, Chris, & Sheri)) I haven*t really been up to much. But I definately still love my life.
And I must say this: being a teen mommy is NOT as hard as everyone tried to say it was going to be. Fuck off to all of you that have been negative through-out my pregnancy. Now I*m not going to lie, being up at 4 in the morning with a crying baby is NOT a fun thing to do, and YES I do get frustrated beyond belief at times, but I wouldn*t trade it for the world. Plus, all of the good times definately out-weigh the bad. I know a few girls that are pregnant now, and I*d just like to say good luck to all of them, and if any of you ever need help, let me know. And NO, your social life is NOT over. :)
OH YEA! I forgot.. my hair is now blonde! I don*t know if I like it or not yet, but it*s different.. I*ll try to post some pics up as soon as I take some and get them on the computer.
Welp, I think that*s about it for now, Austin is upstairs sleeping, and I think I*m going to cuddle up with my book and hopefully get some sleep of my own ((haha, yea right)) <3
